so much for my life and i still want to see the faces on those whom need to die when i cast my revenge out on them.

"alone i sit in pain
loseing all that i once loved
forgetting why im here
someone tell me

am i to be alone?
am i to die this way?

is it so wrong to try to see
to hear
to be
to live
and no one helps me from this broken ledge

why?
am i a waist of time?
am i a ghost?

do i deserve to die for what i am
when i chose not my bloodline
and was born into a broken
and beat faimly?"

so much for my hopes of a good year my moms upset with me and my house is about to explode with hate.to much darkness is released there.